Okay!...So Heres the Thing. I have Done Alot the past week or soo...

Anyone know about my EX Cheating On Me? Well I got him back for that. Revenge is Always Sweet. I told his girlfriend he cheated on her with me (which is true, i dont lie ) Well shes stupid. They are now back together wow? brilliant. After a while you learn the difference between holding hands and falling in love you begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something and promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made and that sometimes goodbyes really are forever. Anyway im D.O.N.E with him...Go Me

Anywho......New Subject time you think? Yeah me too. Happy Belated New Year. I spent New Year With my boyfriend...Well now i should say Fiance' On new year he asked me to marry him. I said Yes. Well We were on the town bridge, and he went down on one knee, under the stars and asked me to marry him. My little sister was there, and my friend Duncan. *The Ring = WOW D:* haha its white gold, with a red dimond and two white ones beside it, brilliant . Anywho theres a good part. Hes away home now though :'( I miss my Ass (Daniel) hehe. We are nice in that way calling each other names xD.

Anywho, some of you may know, i suffer from depression, and well its an on going battle. But i DO just want to GIVE UP ALOT..Im trying to get better for the people i love, and the people whom love me. But it is the hardest thing i will ever have to battle. People may be confused in why im depressed, my life may sound great too love and be loved is great. I dont know why depresstion keeps coming back and consuming my every being, i really dont know. I'm dying inside but I wont cry for help for I know you wont be there. Why must dreams show us, what we dont want to feel? Why must they make the impossible seem so real?A dream is a wish your heart makes, But how much wishing can one heart take, When everything youre wishing for, Everything you want to be yours. Cant. Im tried of wishing i'll be alright though. Sooo....I'll put my head down and get on with things just now...

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